So of course during the quarantine, I’ve been a good boy… that is until recently. I’ve been a horny little bastard, like most everyone. I’ve been cruising numerous apps and having some interesting conversations with guys. Much to my surprise, many were willing to chat but swore not to meet because of the COVID-19 situation. I, admittingly, had a few moments of weakness, where I was thinking with my penis and not my brain and attempted to meet up with some of these guys. Thankfully, they kept me grounded and refused to meet up. Of course, I was disappointed, but in the long run, I figured it was truly the safest thing to do.
So while perusing, I came across this guy’s profile that caught my attention. We’ll call him Luca. I said hi, he said hello and we began talking. To be quite honest, I was looking to meet up and just wanted to suck some dick. As we began talking, he was extremely clear that he wanted nothing but a friend. Seriously, nothing but a friend, like no benefits whatsoever. He further explained that he was married.
Now to be fair, I honestly never thought to use these apps to find friends, but more for just hooking up. Either way, I respected it and we just began talking. Of course me being in the closet, I was extremely careful. We eventually moved from the app and began texting. I never give out my real cell phone number at first, so I figured I was safe. We texted every day. Always pleasant conversation and always about silly things. I grew accustom to and looked forward to our conversations each day.
I learned we had a mutual love for Will & Grace. I learned that we also had a mutual love for Britney Spears, well more so Luca’s husband, we’ll call him Dean, did than he, but mutual nonetheless. I truly enjoyed talking to him and really liked the friendship that was blossoming throughout.
I explained my situation about being in the closet and we had a great conversation about that. Dean chimed in as well about my situation and gave his opinion too. I had really appreciated both their aspects of it and realized that it was nice to talk about it openly with someone for a change.
As the conversations continued into weeks, we just kept it light. That is, until the “bomb” hit. Thanks to Facebook, I basically got outed to them. My actual identity started popping up as “People You May Know” in their feed. I have quite a unique name, so it wasn’t something like John Smith that could easily be overlooked. I figured out that at one point, I had put this same number I was texting them from into my profile as my contact number. Although I eventually replaced it with my actual cell phone number, Facebook kept it associated to my profile and this is how I suddenly kept popping up.
Throughout the conversation, Luca never really mentioned it. Then one day, he brought it up. I was so confident that I was being super careful, that I was certain he couldn’t have known. Then… he sends me a screenshot and there was my profile. I honestly couldn’t deny it but also I didn’t want to. So I admitted that it was me. I felt that my entire world was coming to an end. I was outed and now everyone would know. I began to wonder how many other guys had this experience without me even knowing. I know, talk about a drama queen, but still, it’s truly how I felt.
To be fair, I only was talking with Luca and Dean for a small amount of time. I truly didn’t know them and for all I know, they could’ve been evil and out me to the world. I was in a panic. I imagined them taking out a billboard ad with my profile photo, full name and link to my profile with “is GAY!” attached to it for all the world to see. P-A-N-I-C-!!!! I deleted all the apps almost immediately. Then I thought, did they save my pics from the apps? Did I unlock the naughty ones? Oh my god!!
Despite my panic, fear and overreacting, Luca reassured me that I had nothing to worry about. He understood my concerns and understood why I chose to remain in the closet. He just kept reassuring me that nothing has changed and that I had nothing to worry about. My secret was safe with him and Dean.
So after a day’s worth of panic and fear, I finally calmed down. At this point, I shared my real cell phone number and we continued to text. He jokingly said that how he was happy I had an iPhone because no self-respecting gay wouldn’t. I laughed, still uneasy.
As time went on, I regressed back to my normal self and the texts continued. We eventually got to talking about shows. He recommenced a bunch of Netflix shows, to which I committed to watching. I binged the majority of them and that gave us even more topics of conversation. I eventually got Dean’s number and we all added each other on Facebook too (oh, the irony).
The three of us were texting and whatnot for quite some time. The conversations were fun and I really began to get to know them both. We shared photos of each other and our dogs. We talked about meeting once the isolation restrictions were loosened and I had truly looked forward to the day. I couldn’t wait for my pup to become best friends with their pup. I couldn’t wait to actually meet these two in person and hang out.
Eventually, after much consideration, Luca decided to extend an invitation to me and my pup and invited us over. I was hesitant at first because I was doing really well with the self-isolation thing, but I was so excited to meet them, so we agreed upon a day for me to come over.
Well my nerves got the best of me. I had been talking to these guys for a long time, but I was so nervous to meet them. I even considering canceling on them at the last minute, but I decided to man up and just go. We hung out outside of their house. The weather was actually amazing and it was good because I didn’t have to worry about my pup possibly peeing in their house and also it was easier to be socially distant outside rather than in their home. I had even refused to go in their house to use the bathroom. I just wanted to play it safe.
They were so sweet and ordered dinner for us. We sat at their patio table and just talked. I came to realize that I had talked so much, again nerves, that I had chugged probably 5 bottles of water and not to mention the few glasses of wine too. I didn’t have a choice but to go inside and use their bathroom. They were super sweet and said it was no big deal at all. I had genuinely felt bad because we were trying to be good about the social distancing and here I was entering their home.
Anyway, we ended up having such a good time chatting. Luca had built a fire and we eventually gathered around it, chatting some more. I was having such a good time that I didn’t realize how late it was. I ended up leaving well after midnight. As we said our goodbyes, Dean reached over to hug me and claimed, “I’m a hugger. Come here.” I was a bit surprised with the whole social distancing thing, but I happily accepted it because I, myself, am a hugger too. I looked at Luca and went in for a hug as well.
Driving home, I thought to myself, they’re both so cute. As much as I had initially wanted to get into Luca’s pants at the very beginning of our chat, I’m so happy that it became such a solid friendship. It was so nice to have friends who knew my biggest secret and it was nice to be able to be myself around them. I looked forward to our next hang out.
So we began watching Defending Jacob on Apple TV+ (highly recommend!). We would coordinate a time and we would start it together and watch it and then discuss through text after it was over. They released a new episode each Friday, so it wasn’t something we could’ve binged. So each Friday, we would arrange for our viewing and discussion after.
It was a lot of fun and finally when the finale arrived, Luca suggested that I come over and watch it with them. They setup their TV outside and arranged a viewing party, just the three of us. It ended up being a lovely evening, thoroughly discussing the finale, amongst other things. We played Never Have I Ever and took shots of wine and even joked a lot about us being in a threesome and whatnot. Of course I had secretly hoped that would happen, but at the same time knew nothing would come out of it. Luca built another fire and it ended up just being another fun evening.
Dean had decided that he had to go to the bathroom and went around the back of the house. He had mentioned how normally he’d be rocking out in his underwear but he was being good because I was there. I reassured him that however he felt comfortable, he should be comfortable in his own home. He jokingly said well I may come back in my underwear, to which I had commented, “Yeah, right.”
Much to my surprise, he returned without pants. I saw the bulge through his cute, white Abercrombie boxer briefs and I got instant wood. He was totally chubbing too and grabbed it all nonchalant and was like, “Oh, I’m chubbing already, haha.” I was preparing to go home and most definitely got dickstracted. In an attempt to make it less awkward, I pulled my pants down to show off my Banana Republic boxers. Both Luca and Dean admired it for a while and before I knew it, I had my pants back up and we were saying our goodbyes.
I was beyond ecstatic with what our relationship had become. These two, in a short period of time, had become my two best friends. I felt like I had known them my entire life and I found out the feeling was mutual.
So after our last hang out sesh, the conversations continued on via text. Luca has asked if I could come and hang out. I’ve been working from home, so for me, it wasn’t a big deal. As long as I could connect to their Internet, I was able to continue working. So I had agreed and said I’d come after my lunch break, which I did. I knew we would be hanging out inside the house, so I opted to leave my pup home. To be honest, I needed to establish some space between us, since I was home 24/7 since mid-March and I had noticed he was getting too attached. I figured the break would be good, so off I went to their house.
Dean was at work, so it was just Luca and I until he got home. We went upstairs to their room, and before you all think something happened, it didn’t. I’m not a home wrecker, so get that out of your mind! So anyway, I logged back onto work and we just hung out. We watched a few shows and chit-chatted while I had worked.
Eventually, we ended up outside. The weather was perfect. Luca had hammocks, so he mounted them and we both claimed a hammock and began relaxing. I was still on the clock, so I didn’t relax as much. Once 5 O’clock hit, I tossed my laptop on their table and got my feet up. We laid out there, chit-chatting some more until Dean got home.
I knew he was working all day, so I had prepared myself to leave not much long after his arrival. I figured he was tired and the last thing he wanted to do was entertain. But of course, he insisted that I stay. I was really hesitant at first but he kept insisting.
We ended up going back inside and had dinner together. Nothing fancy, but we were up in their room, gathered around their TV and watched Will & Grace while we ate and talked. Dean apparently loses his pants and shirt when he gets home from work but because I was there, he didn’t at first. I had reassured him that it was not an issue for me and that he should be comfortable in his own home. So he obliged. He stripped to a shirt and his boxers. Luca suggested we all get into our boxers, so without much hesitation, I obliged as well. Keep in mind, I tend to be fully naked 90% of the time at home, so for me it was no big.
So there we were, in our boxers and shirts, eating McDonald’s and watching Will & Grace. Boners appeared and disappeared as we sat there, like no big deal. There was no shaming. Boners happen and it is what it is. I honestly felt like young teenagers discovering their penises for the first time. It was actually somewhat comical.
So as we continued to watch WAG, Luca was obviously turned on by this whole situation. He went to Dean and kept trying to entice him to let him jerk him off in front of me. Dean was hesitant and kept saying this is what we didn’t want this to turn into. I kinda sat there, processing the whole thing. My horny ass wanted this to happen but also at the same time, I didn’t want to lose these two as friends. I didn’t say much at all. I wanted them to come to the decision as a couple. I was on board for anything.
So eventually Dean caved and out popped his penis. Luca jerked it off a bit and I just watched. I was quite turned on by this. Eventually I flashed mine and Dean grabbed it. Before I knew it, all three of us had our dicks out and we were jerking each other off. We grabbed each other and just took in the moment.
Eventually, Luca decided to give Dean a blowjob. Dean sat next to me while Luca worked his cock. At one point, Dean grabbed my hand and said how he’d squeeze my hand when he’s about to cum. Before I knew it, Dean was squeezing my hand as if I was his Lamaze coach and he was pushing a baby out. He held my hand and squeeze while he pumped out his load. He was so turned on by us holding hands. I’m not going to lie, it was pretty hot.
Now it was Luca’s turn. Him and Dean switched places and Dean began to get to work. Not soon after, Luca started to unload his load. I watched as stream after stream of cum just exited his cock. On his fourth pump, I watched as the stream came right at me. It was almost in slow motion. It spewed out and hit me right in the face, right on the nose. We were all in shock and started laughing. From one stream, I was covered in his cum. It was all over my face and shirt.
At that point, we were done. We sat back and just took in the moment. I was in complete disbelief at what had just happened. I began to fear that it would be weird between us. I wanted to know what they were both thinking. After all, I was the third wheel here. I had hoped I didn’t ruin a beautiful marriage and I had hoped they were ok. After what seemed like a lifetime of silence, Dean or Luca broke it and said … “well that happened.” We all laughed. Luca got up to get some wipes and we cleaned ourselves up. It was quite a mess in the end, but it was totally worth it.
I eventually got myself together and left. It was really late after all. I was so excited as to what had just happened. We hugged goodbye and I headed home. The entire car ride I was just still in disbelief. I couldn’t believe that these two cuties just did that with me. I was so happy. I really couldn’t wait until we hung out again.